Monday, August 26, 2013

1st Day of OLMHS!

Drinking Coconuts are the BOMB-DOT-COM!

The BEAUTIFUL Pohnpeian skirt my host family made me!

1st day at PCS balloons!

My Classroom for 8th grade!

INSPIRATION!

Some Inspiring Stuff

An excerpt from the Micronesian Constitution with all of the 8th graders's stars around it

Beautiful Jesuit Quote!

For the Students!

View from my classroom

So quiet and peaceful : ]

Legit



Before the students wreaked havoc...

Friday, August 23, 2013

To Have the Soul Feel Its Worth

So, I have been meaning to post this for a while but it has been a bit hectic around here lately.

About a week ago, before school was in full swing, I had some realizations.

When applying to JVC, basically every applicant asks former JV’s what the best part and the hardest part of their experience had been. I would say almost everyone I asked said community. I could not really believe this. I LOVE community. I love building relationships and I am easy-going and never really got upset from roommates or habits of friends. I never hold grudges and I am really low maintenance in living situations. I could see how maybe community was harder for others but when I got here I chose to share a bedroom because I prefer to share. I love being around people and sharing my thoughts and experiences with them.

But last week, I realized community is hard. And it is hard in ways that I never would have thought of before arriving here. Don’t get me wrong I am falling in love with the people I am sharing my next one or two years with, but community is still hard.  Last week I began to really feel that the people surrounding me just did not “get me”. They did not know me and they did not know what I need or how I thrive. Father Boyle, references the importance of having the soul feel its worth and I feel that having other people “get you” or really see you rewards the soul enormously. It got me thinking, “How do I know my friends from home know me? Does it just take time?” I thought about all of the times I made new friends, I realized I was never completely severed from my old friends that I felt did “know me” unlike now.  Also, I made a lot of new friends through living situations and campus groups at BC but I also made friends basically randomly my freshman year that turned into some of my greatest and closest friends for the past four years. How did that happen? Why did that happen? How long did it take for them to “get me”? I kept reading letters friends had given me before I left and they all had a similar thread to them. They could see my motivations and passions. They described my best attributes and gave wishes of how they hoped I would grow from this experience. They wrote about who I am.  And I felt that my community could not totally see that. Granted, I had only known them for at the most 5 weeks and at the least 3 weeks. But still, when you feel no one around you truly understands you it is immensely lonely. And it makes you question who you are. Maybe these aspects your friends from home see as your defining traits aren’t really that defining. Maybe, you are wrong about who you are.

But then something happened. I led my first community night. For JVC, volunteers are required to have one night each week for community and one for spirituality that we take turns leading. I decided to do an agree/disagree spectrum where I made a number of statements and everyone stood where they felt they fell on a line of strongly disagree to strongly agree, marked by candles. This had been a 4boston staple and actually it was the first reflection I had ever led. I did it to “try out” leading my junior year before I officially became a councilperson.  So, for JVC community night I knew what I was going to do, I picked a song to get us centered, I had a great quote to end with, and I added a bunch of statements to my agree/disagree list that involved a lot of the things I had been feeling and things I had heard others feeling that I hoped would show people they are not alone or remind others how some members of our community might be feeling.  

As soon as I started reflection I knew exactly where I belonged and what makes me flourish. I started my opening song and I immediately felt this profound sense of peace and belonging and just rightness in the world. This was where I was supposed to be. Leading reflections or community or spirituality nights bring out everything that I am. I love to bring people together and maybe show them a perspective they never thought of before or build community where it was struggling. 4boston was extremely formative for me all four years but last year, when I led, I found my place. I could easily see the impact 4boston had on me and at the end of the year my 4boston group showed me the impression I left on 4boston. It was where I thrived. Leading that community night brought me back to who I am and reassured me that in time my community-mates will see who I am but at least for now I know.

I was yet again reminded of this on my first day of school. Now I am a week out and I can tell you teaching is hard. And exhausting. And frustrating. But on my first day I fell in love with my 8th grade class and standing at the front of that classroom felt like the right place in the world for me to be.


I love to share myself with others. Maybe a bit too much, and I think that may be overwhelming when I first meet someone. But I don’t love it because I just want to talk. I love it in moments like this. In moments either where I can help a community grow or I can share myself to inspire my students. I can share myself through stories or talking but also through listening and example and love. I want to give so much of myself because I feel like I receive so much from others and that is what makes my soul feel its worth.

Saturday, August 10, 2013

Pictures Round 2

Muumuu Fashion Shoot: Meredith

Muumuu Fashion Shoot: Me

Muumuu Fashion Shoot: Kristin

Just casually with the President of the FSM, no big deal...

Behind Kolonia!

Just "Hanging Out"

Kolonia Sunset!

Walking to get ice cream! Looking good in Pohnpeian skirts!

Friday, August 9, 2013

Kolonia - All this city has to offer....

Hello Everyone!

So I have officially been on Pohnpei for two weeks now and I thought I could share a more detailed description of Kolonia, the big city on Pohnpei!

So just to fill you in, the JV’s live in an apartment attached to Our Lady of Mercy High School (where Kristin and Brian work) on the Catholic Mission grounds. We can see Pohnpei Catholic School (where Meredith and I work) from our window and the Jesuit Residence is about a two-minute walk away. We live on the edge of Kolonia right near the causeway to the airport. (Feel free to google Earth us!!!)

Now more about Kolonia! It has two major streets, all with views of luscious greenery and beautiful mountains, and is pretty much totally walk able.  I bought food for dinner tonight (Eggplant Parm!) and went to a bunch of stores to find the best deals (I spent $6.05!).

Here’s a list of some stores:

Ace Hardware, Ace Commercial Center, and Ace Office Supplies – these three stores basically make up a mini-America, fitting since they are very close to the American Embassy. They are somewhat air-conditioned and have basically anything you could want. Ace Office Supplies is kind of a mix between Staples, Walmart, and BJ’s.

Wall Mart – Speaking of Walmart, we have one on island! Now don’t worry you anti-corporation readers this is not the Walmart you’ve come to know. This is a store in Kolonia named Wall Mart simply because of its proximity to the old Spanish Wall. It’s very clever. It is probably the store that is closet to us. But they often have scarce pickings.

INS, Blue Nile, Palm Terrace – These are other great options for grocery shopping. They each have their pros and cons. INS is close and pretty cheap but not always the most choice, although we did get the fabric for our community uniforms (matching muumuus and shirts) there. Blue Nile has great pasta options and this delicious dessert called ice pahr (frozen coconut goodness) but it is quite the hike. Finally there is Palm Terrace, possibly my favorite, tons of options and not that expensive. Plus they have every kind of cake imaginable, a must for community mate’s birthdays!

Local Markets - There are also tons of little shops selling fresh fish, bananas, drinking coconuts and more! I got a bunch of bananas (ten in total) for 35 cents today and drinking coconuts (uhpw) are only 50 cents! And these are a great place for me to practice some Pohnpeian: Ia kak ale karat siluh? (Can I take 3 karat?) (karat (ka-ra-tch) are these AMAZINGLY delicious bananas that are fat and super yellow when ripe! They are very nutritious but just be warned “when you leak after eating them it may be extra yellow”) In addition to selling food many little shops sell the beautiful Pohnpeian skirts that have become Meredith, Kristin, and I’s daily uniforms. They are really beautiful and have a very distinct style.

Yoshie Enterprises – This place is jam-packed! It has food, clothes, electronics, toys, and more! I learned it is the only place to buy sauces or peanut butter at a decent price. Also, I found out today they have Starbucks frappuccinos in a bottle, good to know for those really rough days.

Movie Land - This is the place to go for pirated DVD’s for $2. They have a varied selection but not really organized in any discernable manner (I hope your ethics are okay with this…).

A-One Souvenir Shop – This place is air-conditioned and has a wicked cool selection of Pohnpeian crafts. Honestly, it’s the only Souvenir shop I’ve been inside so far but I think it’s a good one! (also, made a joke today about A-One selling A1 sauce…Brian said lots of people make that joke…well really just him…and no one laughs…I guess I found my kindred spirit!!!)

Some other cool to know places in Kolonia: the movie theater (yes, that’s right we have a movie theater and it’s air-conditioned and a ticket costs $2.50 on Tuesday nights! I have yet to go there), the pool (to get ready for the Micronesian games, Pohnpei built a pool last February and they are trying to make it one of the greenest pools in the world using salt instead of chlorine or bromine and they might make ME a lifeguard! Watch out!), random rusted tanks left over from WWII (a big one is right next to the post office), Flamingo club (one of the only dance clubs in all of Micronesia, haven’t been there either), Rusty Anchor (the JV’s favorite bar on island, also kind of the only bar…), Cupid’s (a nice restaurant with an INCREDIBLE view and karaoke!).

So that’s Kolonia in a nutshell. There are more stores and restaurants but I’ve only been here two weeks.  It’s such an incredible place and I’ve already seen my host family driving through twice! It reminds me of how I loved BC for its size; it was big enough that there was always someone to meet but you always see a familiar face as well. Pohnpei is definitely bigger but I have a feeling after two years, it will definitely feel like that!

Kaselehlie!!!


Saturday, August 3, 2013

PICTURES!

My Community (Kristin, Meredith,  Me, and Brian) on top of Sokehs Rock



View from Sokehs Rock

Brian and Panela P.

Saying Goodbye to Kathryn and Kevin

First View of Pohnpei

Swimming in the Lagoon

View near Nihco!

Snorkel Time!

Keperohi Falls

View of Kolonia from Sokehs Rock

View of the Lagoon from Awak

Climbing down Sokehs Rock

The gang at Molly's secret spot

My host family on Nihpai!

View from Nihpai!

Yep, I climbed that.

On top of Sokehs

We landed there...

The Lagoon!

Friday, August 2, 2013

To Learn the Soul of Pohnpei...

I have officially been on island for a whole week! I really can’t believe it. One, because I still can’t believe I actually live here and two, because we have done so much. I feel kind of awful for even writing this because I know there will be no way that I can convey what this past week has really been like. I’ve met so many amazing people, seen so many amazing sights, and learned so many amazing things. I guess amazing is one word to describe it. If only…

But, I’ll try to give it an ounce of the articulation that it deserves. So after our magical expedition to Kepirohi falls we met two Peace Corps volunteers and climbed the old German Bell tower of the old Catholic church (only the bell tower survived WWII). Now I thought it was going to be just an easy climb up some stairs, little did I know that everything rusts here, hence, a very scary climb up disintegrating metal.  It was okay though because Brian told us it was “safe” and the view was so worth it. You could see the ocean and Sokehs rock on one side and Kolonia and the mountains on the other. It would be a fantastic place to bring a book…maybe.

The next morning we had the great scavenger hunt through Kolonia. I was paired up with Brian, it was an awesome time to learn more about each other and begin to see how lucky Meredith, Kristen and I are with our awesome second year. We got drinking coconuts, bought a Pohnpeian skirt, got cash power, got some frozen coconut deliciousness called ice pahr, bought zorries/flip flops, got a library card, tried breadfruit chips, and more. It was helpful to adventure through more of Kolonia and I’m still saying Brian and I won.

After the scavenger hunt we were all slightly (hugely) nervous because we were going to our host families for the first time for the rest of the weekend. Brian, Kristin, and I were all headed to Kitti (pronounced kitch-e) to have a feast at Brian’s host family’s house and meet our families. As soon as we arrived we were invited into the feast house to sit and finally try real sakau. It was a pretty big honor and the first sip was intense. My tongue was immediately tingly, it kind of feels like throat numbing medicine, and it tasted like peppery minty mud water (but in a good way). We sat there for a while and watched the pounding and straining and that was really cool and then we were invited to see the uhmw (Pohnpeian traditional oven made of stones and banana leaves) and what was cooking. There was a giant pig, two little pigs, a dog, and tons of breadfruit and yams. It was crazy. Then the speeches began (in Pohnpeian) and finally the food was portioned out (with the most going to the highest ranked people) and we got to eat. There was delicious sashmi (my favorite), fried breadfruit, fried bananas, rice, chicken, hotdogs, yams, and pig. I was doing great until I realized I had the jaw of a pig on my plate (woven out of leaves let me just add), teeth included. I couldn’t eat any more of the pig after that, it was too much, quite the experience though.

After the feast I got to meet my host family! So my host mom is named Jacqueline (silent j) but she lives with her two sisters and all of their kids and all of their grandkids. And then most of their cousins and the aunts and uncles live within like a five-minute walking radius. I met like fifty people that night. It was very overwhelming. Also, the three older women (my mom included) cannot speak English so communication was difficult, but my host sister speaks English and her oldest son will be a third grader at my school! She was super hospitable and generous and I’m pretty sure gave me her room to sleep in and really tried to make sure I had everything I needed. My family is great!

Another fun fact about them: they LOVE bingo! Like the whole family loves it and plays it for hours multiple times per week. I loved it though because now I know all the numbers between one and seventy-nine in Pohnpeian. Only took like five hours of playing/watching them play. They are super intense at bingo and I don’t think I will ever win because they play with like twelve boards at once and they play this special way called “tappel”, might be like table, where all these different arrangements can make you win but they go at like lightning speed. That was also slightly overwhelming. Maybe more than slightly. However, the concept behind their bingo is also beautiful and really indicative of the communal culture and importance of family in Pohnpei. So each time they play someone (or like a nuclear family) donates something like a bag of fish (or plates of food, shirts, skirts, etc.) and then everyone puts in money to play bingo each round and if they win then they win the bag of fish and the donator gets all the money. But since they play so much everyone gets to be the donator and receive money and everyone puts in money. I am probably doing a horrendous job of explaining it but it is really cool.

The next morning I checked out the river where most of my family showers (quite picturesque) and tried this unreal banana called Carat (maybe…) that was super fat and very yellow and wicked delicious! Then it was time for mass. It was so cool, well I mean it was hot, but it was awesome. Everyone sat on the floor and the whole mass was in Pohnpeian but there was a choir and like I said earlier, Pohnpeians have amazing voices. It was really magical. After mass three girls in my extended family took me to the top of Nihpai rock. It is this huge rock face in Kitti with incredible views. Again it is completely impossible to encapsulate with words or pictures; it was truly (I mean literally) breath taking. And it was amazing to have some more personal time with just three members of my family. The rest of the day was filled with more bingo, family dinner, and little-kid fun. First they “danced around like monkeys” for me (but really they super inappropriately danced but also were ridiculously good at sexy dancing at ages 4-9) and then played some other name games.  One of my favorite observations of Pohnpeian culture so far is how affectionate the entire family is with young children. I have seen so many examples, already, of parents, aunts, cousins, and family friends all treating the children with so much love and affection. It is beautiful and yet weird that adults never really show any to each other. It is really interesting.

The next day we went back to Kolonia, and got ready to say goodbye to Kevin and Katherine (two volunteers from Chuuk who were working in Pohnpei for the summer) and the Jesuits took us out to Cupids for dinner! The view from that restaurant, oh man. It was super special and our community even did a little Karaoke! But even better, we found out Kevin and Katherine got to stay a little longer because their flight was cancelled. So the next day (Kristin’s birthday!) we did so much. Like the most fun filled day ever. In the morning we swam in the lagoon for the first time and saw coral and tons of fish and had a blast! Then Meredith and I ventured off into Kolonia on our own to get things for Kristen’s birthday. It made us feel really independent, we could actually find something without Brian! But the best part of the day was when we climbed Sokehs Rock.

Let me preface this by saying that it is absurd that we did this in our first week. Usually people climb Sokehs ridge first (it is a much easier hike) but Kevin really wanted to climb the rock before he left so we went for it. The rock is known as the “Diamond head of Micronesia” and is a 662 foot tall cliff that juts out over the harbor at the end of Sokehs island. Look up Pohnpei and it’s definitely in some of the pictures. To start you need to hike through a slippery steep jungle then you reach ropes that let you traverse a giant tree and finally you reach the actual rock face that is pretty much an almost vertical climb with only a pole for support. I don’t want to scare anyone (sorry Mom and Dad!) but it was so totally awesome! I want to do that hike like all of the time. And then the view from the top, aw…spectacular! We want to have a retreat up there so we can watch the sunset and sunrise. I fell a couple of times on the way back through the muddy jungle but it was totally worth it! We ended up being 45 minutes late for our spirituality night with the Jesuits but they understood and we still caught the end of the sunset off the J-house porch (amazing view of Sokehs rock!) and had dinner and cake for Kristen’s birthday! Such a special day!

Since then we have been much less exciting and have been mostly having community talks, going to some World Teach language sessions (such cool volunteers though), meeting with some Pohnpeians to talk about culture, and checking out the new pool for the Micronesian games (Brian coaches there)! I might be a lifeguard! Who would have guessed? (the are pretty desperate…) Also! I found out what I’m teaching (probably) I will be the eighth grade homeroom teacher and teaching math to sixth, seventh, and eighth grade! I got the key to my classroom and everything; it was super exciting! And I start work on Monday with staff orientation and then school starts on the twelfth! It is coming up so fast.

So sorry this was so long, but so much happened and I had to share it. I’m sure once school starts my posts will not be like this but for this one I can! I hope you got a little taste of what this beautiful place has been like for me and can better imagine this tropical paradise and begin to learn the soul of Pohnpei.

I hope all is well back home! I miss you all so much and I’m sending lots of love to all of you! Feel free to write letters! I’d love to receive them!
Until next time…

Oceans of Love,

Britt